Okay so over years I have felt anger and sadness, but I surpress it and become happy. I mean I am loud, funny, and happy most of the time, but just at moments I feel like I have nothing to look forward too. I mean I have a beautiful girlfriend, but I get paranoid that she loves my bestfriend. I have amazing friends, but I feel like they disclude me from things. I have my family, but they are so judgemental and drama spreads. I mean above the surface everything is fine, but deep down I have pain. Sometimes I don't even know if I have a future. I'm not emotional and don't have thoughts about killing myself, but I do feel like if something were to happen to me would people even care? Maybe I'm just paranoid, but their is this pain in my heart and it hurts. I feel like I don't exist sometimes because life just goes on in the same routine and nothing seems to change. The only thing that does is this growing agony of hate towards the people I care most about. It just keeps building and building and it won't disappear. Sometimes I get so annoyed by friends for no reason and I think it is childish, but it irks me deep within. I'm dispassionate about life and I want to know if I seem depressed...
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You are showing signs of mild to moderate depression, but remember that everyone has ups and downs in life. You may want to seek therapy of some kind -- not necessarily from a psychologist/psychiatrst/therapist, but from some other non-traditional means. If therapy doesn't work, or your depression deepens, You may want to consider medication, but it should never be your first option -- explore other means of relief first. If a therapist decides to throw drugs at you as soon as you express your concern, find a new one. Best of luck
i have the same problem! but i thought about it and i am sure there is one person who truly loves you and yea it sucks that your gf likes your bf so dump that girl you don't deserve being walked all over. You deserve to be highly praised by someone and if your gf doesn't fit that description dump her!
Remove all the impurities and imperfections in your body and mind system and then try. Your depression will vanish spontaneously.
You are....normal.
What you just described is what the majority of the population feels from time to time.
You're anger and irritability are signs that you're depressed.
Know that God can help you live a better life if you want Him to help you. You can have a personal relationship with God by saying the prayer below. God is our Creator, all-knowing, all-powerful, eternal, holy, love. God loves us and sent us His Son, Jesus Christ, so we can go to heaven if we know and follow Him. Forever means without end -- time on and on without death. Forever is what happens after we die. Either we go to heaven and be with God forever, or we go to hell which is very bad and painful forever. The good people who are saved believers in Jesus Christ go to heaven. The bad people go to hell. We need to know and follow God in this world to get to heaven in the next world. We follow God by loving and obeying Him and loving others for Him. Jesus Christ, God's Son, is our bridge to God. Jesus died on the cross to cancel our sins. We need to accept Jesus into our life as our Lord and Savior forever to receive God's blessing and forgiveness plus go to heaven to be with God forever after we die. This is about being a born-again Christian. Faith in God is a gift from God. You can pray for faith in God. Just speak out and ask God for the faith to believe in Him and to follow Him. Some people find faith in God when they realize the beauty in the world is made by God. Evolution can't explain the world's natural beauty, for example, the parks in the world, animals, flowers, peacocks, sunsets, butterflies, rainbows, etc. After you have your faith on, you can pray a sinner's prayer to be a born-again Christian. This prayer is very important and should be said with a sincere heart and faith in God. This is the prayer: "Dear God, I know that I am a sinner and that Jesus Christ is the sacrifice for our sins. I have done the following sins (state these out) and I pray to discontinue these sins. I pray to receive Jesus Christ into my life as my Lord and Savior forever. In Jesus' name, amen." I'm Lutheran and I like the Baptist churches too. You could check out a Christian church and also see about their weekly Bible study group as a good way to learn about God's will for your life. You can pray to God about your daily life and have a Christian church pray for you.