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No, you sound narcissistic.

You know... what amusses me is that I see myself reflected on your description and question.

The use of the word RARELY means that you have had them at least more than once... which I'm not judging because I have had them to. BUT the use of the word RARELY is a way to give little importance to this few thoughts that had once or twice being at your head... beceause if you wouldn't have used the word rarely you wouldn't be as smart as you say you are... but because you ARE smart you can definitely realize there is no point in cultivating such ideas. The same principle aplies to the fact that you said that you didn't want to harm yourself because you loved yourself... if would have harmed yourself you wouldn't be as smart as you are... but you are so you don't do that... but you have wondered how it would have been... or you wouldn't have mentioned it.

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Perhaps you have read a couple of articles on the internet for simptoms to depression... and found yourself amused, because even if you fit... you don't.

I myself am like that too... for people like us... depression can't be described as depression because we would recognize the symptoms and inmediately try to anoul them... becase... we are smarter than the rest. But it's tricky you'll see... we are not depressed but I think what we do have is an ambition not filled... an ambition we would like to get and we know we can but we just can't get... perhaps a dream... an expectation... much higher than the ones regular people have. And sometimes just sometimes.... you do think you are depressed because you are not that happy with your life as you should be...

Depressed? My friend... we are crazy... but from the begining that's just a step to genious... isn't it? ;)

I think you're lost or confused about it life.change jobs or change it daily routine