I'm 15 years old and I am a girl. For a few years now I have become very depressed. I cut myself from time to time and that really helped because I was able to cope with my problems. I have overdosed on over the counter paracetamol tablets two or three times, the first time I took 10 and the second and third times I took 8. I get so depressed for no reason at all and other times I feel like I want to throw a rope up and commit suicide. I am able to alter my mood. For example, I can be really depressed and ready to end my life but, for the sake of other people, I fake a smile and pretend I'm happy. I can't talk to anyone about this because they will think I am crazy and need locked away. No one cares about me and I am alone on this world, no one understands me. I hate my life and I feel like I was a mistake. I was not supposed to be on this earth.
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