Am i deppressed? i often feel tired and deppressed i often have thoughts about sucide, when someone makes even the smallest insult i get very offended, my heart will start to pound and i will get very angry, later i just calm down and start to feel like crying. sometimes i loose it and get in fights when someone is constontly insulting me but it rarely ever happens and it is kind of weird like my judgement fades and i get adrenilin and sort of loose fealing when they hit me, it will take me like 20 seconds and i cool down and just back away, i have been bullied for years and the only time that actually happened was with my bully. i got mugged and often am nervous of being mugged again, i am scared easily and have gained weight. i have went from about 140 to 210 and for a 15 year old i think that is too much. Maybe this is normal for my age but if it is then being 15 really sucks, i think i am deppressed but i am not so sure, and even if i am i want to be normal and happy but i cant tell my parents they will laugh at me, i am almost positive, and i dont know anyone else who can help. i know they will laugh because once when i was 13 i started crying infront of them and my older brother said that i was always feeling sorry for my slef, they seemed to agree.
Update:well txguy im just askin how do i get it fixed and if i have a problam, also we dont have councilers in my school for this, they only manage our timetable as far as i am aware
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If your parents won't listen then see your counselor at school, or try talking to someone you trust and let them know what is going on. Your brother is a jerk like lots of older brothers, they can't help it ha ha:) But, seriously find someone to talk to and get into some therapy to deal with all of it, please!!
What you do is Start Right Now, this moment and decide to make yourself stronger, to make yourself a stronger better person. You can only start from where you are, and you already know who you don't want to be.... Drop the anger and do what you should do each day to respect yourself. Its a tough life at times and you can't control what others say and do. You can do it.. Courage
If you're worried, see a psychologist. We cannot help you, we are not trained professionals.
It's sort of normal for someone who's been mugged to be nervous about being mugged again, you know...
Save the drama for your momma.
If you had a problem, this is not the place to get it resolved.
you have a huge anger problem
and better get it check before you kill yourself or someone else