Okay a couple of months ago I had a sex dream about this guy from school that is well-known and practically the big man on campus but all before I didn't even think about him. He was like the furthest thing from my mind up until i had that crazy sex dream about him.

Now I can't stop thinking about him and everytime I'm at a social function or at a party, I see him and I get so excited. But I just can't bring myself to talk to him or even look his way when he is looking my way. I thought I was past the high school crushes because I'm in college now but here I am again, falling before he even has a chance to get to know me and me him.

And tonight I went to a little social event on campus and he was there and he was so close to me but I didn't say anything the whole night and I think he thinks i'm a square or a stiff because i never dance at parties. I also sort of stalked him all the way back to his dorm lol. And I'm just so tired of thinking about him all the time...how do i get over him?!!!!!