I am physically, an 18 year old girl. 5'4 and just under 210 pounds.

My parents and siblings have thin, nearly invisible bodily hairs, while mine are long, thick and very noticeable. My sisters have smooth, clear, hairless looking skin and they do not practice any hair removal (shaving legs isn't what I mean), but I am hairy all over, neck, chin, ears, fingers, stomach, back, etc. My parents aren't nearly as hairy as myself as well.

When I was younger, I found myself liking boys clothing, preferring their things over girls' accessories. For a long time, I was convinced I was a boy. The strong belief has quieted over time, and even now, I still have an underlying belief that I still think this is true. I still wish I was born in a male body, because this female body I have now just doesn't feel like it's really mine. From time to time, I wear a guy's clothing and it feels right, but I can't do it too often considering I'm very heavy in the bosom area.

I'm growing stubble on my chin, and I'm plucking my mustache out daily because a single whisker is as thick as the hair on my head, and being East Asian, it's pretty thick, I can assure you. I do not have a regular menstruation cycle. My last period lasted 13 days and that was in June. It's now December and I haven't had to buy pads at all. Do you suppose my mental state of being is affecting my bodily concerns? I do not have any health issues, I am just overweight, but I have no ailments or allergies even. Can hormones be affected by having thoughts that I'm like this?