At age 16 I stalked a guy. I found that when ever I get close to some one I make it my business to know everything about them. But then again that could be traced back to my mom and dad's marriage problems. I don't really trust men, after seeing my dad cheating on my mom with anything that wore skirt. Let me make this clear I don't believe all men cheat, and I know women are just as bad.
I don't wanna be like my dad, he was classified a psychopath and my mom never let's me forget it. I really loved my dad a lot. He passed away 2 months ago. Its still really hard to believe some days, cause I never got to say good bye.....
Any way back to my problem.... When I get my mind on something I become totally obsessed... Am I psychologically "right" in the head?
May be I should mention I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety.
I am really become anxious with my behavior and where it could lead to.... should I be worried? And should I tell my psychologist that I stalked a guy?
Some days I still check his FB account....
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You sound very insecure. l think your depression and anxiety make you focus on one person or thing because it then stops you having to think about your problems.
Have you thought of having some counselling? Bereavement at such a young age can mess you up big time...l just think you could do with someone to talk to.
Your anxiety and depression are probably related to the fact that your dad was a psychopath. They can really screw with your head. Even if it seemed like he loved you, their love is often twisted and very conditional. Just because he was a psychopath doesn't mean you are one, in fact being anxious is probably a good sign that you aren't.
The stalking the way you described it doesn't sound that bad, not for a 16 year old anyway. I would mention it to your psychologist. She will probably put your mind at ease.
Sounds like you are desprate for physical & emotional attention. If you havea psychologist than he/she would know how to help you with your trust issues.