Psychological problems in general scare the hujeebers out of me.

I'm always so interested in them, trying to relate to them, trying to figure out if I have something wrong with me. But I always realize, they're what I fear most. Like, how do I know I don't have one?

I think I might just be a hypochrondiac(sp?) But how do you really know?

I threw myself into a depression once trying to figure this out & actually, I'm just starting to come out of it. But the moment I see something about psychology, or a show about psychological disorders I'm just.. obsessive about it. Idk

They're really fascinating & yet.. I feel like I can say I have every single on of them.

Like Multiple Personality Disorder syndrome.

That's one I feel like I can really relate to. It's kind of like, idk. Can social isolation make a person think these things?

Psychology is just .. terrifying to me. I don't like thinking about it.