i want a boyfriend every time i think about it i want a relationship but when a boy tries to make it happen i just cant. i just stop liking him and i loose al interest on him. i just get freaked out.

every time a boy calls me pretty i feel weird, every time a boy hugs me i feel awkward (especially if its a long tight hug i just cant wait until is over with)

i hate that feeling because there could be a guy i like and if he likes me and wants to ask me out i just freeze and stop liking him.

give me advice to get rid of that fear or something. tell me why im feeling like this?

i been called names when i was younger because i was super fat. i lost weight but I'm not skinny i chubby (trying to be healthy)