Hey, alot of you guys/girls helpt me with a tough qwestion last month about my dad due to his cancer :(

I have another..

Im finding it so hard to come to terms with that he has gone, he took his last breath at 10am on 8th of feb last month, and i was there everyday everynyte.. I done all i could i didnt sleep nothink i wouldnt leave him.

Wen he passed i was beside him and it broke my heart, we had the funeral friday jus gone it was so hard, but i delt wirh it for my moms sake, i have to be strong for her.

I also went to see my dad 1 wk before the funeral, i wasnt expectin to see what i did but i was happi i went to see him i needed to.

But i have such bad images and nightmares, my dad in the hospital bed dyin. Him cryin out in the night...

Him tellin me he wants me to have his necklece coz he has nothink to give me!

Im really struggerlin, n i dunt memtion nothink to my mom coz shes in bits.

Me and my untie have been stayin wiv her on off for last 3months, when im not there my untie is there. But shes going home tommrow coz she has a family of her own, im so scared coz it will be first proper tyme mom has been left on her own since dad passed.!!!

Im in two minds if i should pack up amd move back home to take care of her.

What do you guys reckon? I have a flat, a partner, ... I dont kno what to do?