So, I texted him, and talked about his health. Then he asked me to see him again. So, after that day, we met. He was so happy. I brought him crackers and lemon juice. I was happy to see him eat. I even treated him ice cream. after that, we went to skul but not together.

When i reached home from skul, i seated at the living room near my cousin. Then suddenly, my sister tugged my hair, and yelled at me. She held my hands really tight and demanded me to give my phone. *we were caught again* T_T hhaayzzztt.. then, i gave my phone to her. and i got sooOOOoo angry thinking how were we caught when in fact our meeting place was away from town and skul. I doubted maybe he posted something happy on facebook that maybe that's the reason why we got caught.

I txtd him with the other phone saying something stupid again.

then after that, we never had the chance to communicate again.

He got even more suicidal.He smoked,he drinks, never sleeps and never eats.

I caaaaaaaaannnnttt do anything. i really can't. if ever i move again, i'd get caught again, and i don't know what might happend nxt.

sOOooo, everything went silent. I never heard news about the girl again. I never heard comments from my sister. my whoOOooLe family knew about this. my mom, dad, cousins, helpers, friends or maybe even some teachers and of course, my sister's classmates *all of them*. I've been given the name ***** but i've never heard that anymore. After my phone got confiscated. I had peace for a week. I never heard anything from him but I kept on checking on his fb profile. They got back. He and his gf *the pregy*. They were peace again i guess. So, i bet everything was alright then.

I missed him so much but i guess it was better that way.

then, one week had passed, suddenly, he called on the phone and asked to see him again for the last. I said, yes.

Then, he told me, he never ate anything, never slept but only for an hour a day.

He vomits blood and got admitted at the hospital for four days. He got medical check up and the result was, he got only 2 and a half life span left.

I got so shocked and never knew what to say.

I thought he forgot about me since the girl was happy and they kept on posting posts i guess.

i chided him for not eating, sleeping and everything he did for not taking care of his self.

Then, i gave him a biscuit and asked him to eat forcefully but he won't. I cried and then he told me, it wasnt my fault. He already got his sickness (cancer) before we even met. but in my mind, i'm thinking that i'm the reason who made it worse.

i dont know what to do. i reaaaaaaallly dont know what to do.

after that, we just had a little fun. we talked, played, held hands and just sat beside each other. but i still had classes and i had to go. he asked me to stay but i said no. cause it's a major subjct. i hugged him tight and went away. as i turned back, we was crouching and i guess he was crying but what can i do???? i really wanted to stay but i have to go to skul.

after that, ..................................... nothing follows. our last meeting was friday and today is sunday.

now you've heard my story. what advise can you give me??

for more details, he kept on saying that death is inevitable and kept on saying "Hello Death".

and also, I liked someone else before we met and i still like him more.

I only cared for the guy. Actually, I learned to love him and if only there were no boundaries, I guess i could learn to fully love him. But our love is illegal and i won't fight for it cause it will only worsen the situation. The girl is 9 months pregnant now and she will be having her delivery any time this December now. And i'll be having my phone back this January.

any advise??

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